I'm still alive, I didn't go anywhere.
I've just been taking things one week at a time and trying not to stress over things so much. My weight had been doing this yo-yo thing, and I was not really impressed with it. I found myself stressing out over it, and I already had enough stressful things going on in my personal life. I just decided that I was going to watch my food intake a little more closely, and add in an extra day of exercise each week. It has been making a difference, albeit a small one. At this point, I'll take what I can get. I have noticed body changes, and I've also been taking my blood pressure daily, as well as multivitamins and supplements.